OFF

That is all I can say at this point is that I am off. I am off the diet-the scale said 210.5 this morning this is crazy!

I am off emotionally too. Being motherless for mother's day affected me more than I thought it would. My husband who always gets me flowers didn't. My darling daughter, after I told her that the car carts at the Home Depot were too hard to push, told me "then you would be skinny".

I am off physically, having the worst period in a long time. I have been downing asprin and caffine like crazy to no avail. Even took a hot shower and slept with a hot water bottle. My husband, I guess can be forgiven for not getting me flowers since, without me asking, he stopped at Wal-Mart last night on his way home from work and bought me some Midol.

I feel fat and bloated and I could put my head down on my desk and take a nap.

Last night I went to the Healthy Woman confrence sponsored by the hospital I work for. The speaker was good, but long. We did get a copy of Dr. Dale Atkins book. I ws just too crampy to really enjoy the confrence and I needed to pick up the kid and dog from grandma's and get them home.

Last week I sent my friend LA a note about meeting me for lunch in Madison last Saturday, she did respond by stating that they were going to the farm. The note came on our Yahoo account, Scott read it, told me about it and then responded to LA that he had given me the message. LA then responded by saying that the message was for Joan only and to be responded to by Joan only. I am not sure what her problem is. She is convinced for some reason that Scott had read emails from her in the past and not told me about them and then deleted them. I know this is not true. Her apparent hatred of my spouse is really ruining our long standing friendship and it makes me extremely sad.

Work is frustrating because people do not give you enough information to do your job and/or hound you for something in a time frame that is impossible to meet.


Blah, Blah, Blay-Yuck, Yuck, Yuck

Joan